spunglassworld

WHY OH WHYYYYY IS MY LITTLE SISTER HOTTER THAN I AM THESE DAYS?

i think the end of the world is near. either that or i'm having a midlife crisis.

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honey i wish you were more
who you told me you'd be
you're false advertising
fake cover of a dirty magazine

and you ask all the questions
and i hint at all the answers
should i have lied?
should i have lied?

and we all want to be gods
and adored by more
souls than we can breathe
and we all want to be gods
we all want to be gods

you and i we live recycled lives
breaking out is only falling in
to a textbook case of crazy
all of us we live recycled lives

all of this time
i thought i was searching
for someone like you
but really i wanted
nothing at all

I HAVE WRITTEN A SONG!!!! GET EXCITED!

Sadly, it's not currently disclose-able to the public. Muahahaha. So you'll have to wait. But I'll post a really shitty demo track of it at some point so you'll even get to hear the music to it!

I just kick so much ass.

If you want to get me something, discuss your present plan with Kate (aim sn: eratos song) cuz I have appointed her to play the role of a gift registry. She's such a good gf...

( birthday wish-list )

YAY I got new userpics.

That's sort of my sad excuse for making an entry, but really I just wanted to commemorate the resurrection of this journal. Now it is more than a repository for emo poems and a few stories and whatnot - it's actually going to be a journal. At some point.

I don't have time to REALLY write an entry though since my mom has come home and is yelling at me to clean up the mess that is our house (this is, in fact, probably my fault). So more later.

This Isn't Teen Angst

when you're painting up your pursing lips
like a row of stoic china dolls
so you say you never wanted me
no you never needed me at all?

darling this could really never be:
wet your lips, we'll hide inside the walls
just one breath too late, testing fate
running raucous laughs in vacant halls

sit there, sit tight, just one more night
sit there, sit tight, I'm gonna kiss you
sit there, sit tight, just one more night
sit there, sit tight, I'm gonna kiss you

tell me who's the face you visualize
when you're horny all alone in bed
tell me what's the name you moan or scream
when you're pressed up tightly to pretend

sit there, sit tight, just one more night
sit there, sit tight, I'm gonna kiss you
sit there, sit tight, just one more night
sit there, sit tight, I'm gonna kiss you

[instrumental]

panting breaths and heady sweat [beat]
no I, [beat] no I will never lose you
sit there, sit tight, just one more night
at least, [beat] at least until I have you

sit there, sit tight, just one more night
sit there, sit tight, I'm gonna kiss you
sit there, sit tight, just one more night
at least, [beat] at least until I have you


Keri if you see this before I add the chords...tough. They're coming. Oh and haha I learned the "never met arms like yours" bit so we're GOOD

I also made "Kangaroo Papers" 5 times as long - now it's a series of little vignettes about life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness...or something, who knows. Go check them out (look under the prose poem tag and you'll find the entry).
poems:
( Oleander )
( Instant )

a fantastic poem is one click away: ( Sonnet 929 )
and here's a sort of emo one to make up for the uplifting tone of the last one.
( Welcome to My Heart )

a poem ( Dearest Almost ) and a story ( 1977 )

First, a sort of emo-ish poem that is also maybe song lyrics: ( Faithful Fatality )

And this is a prose poem that's also pretty emo. ( Trains )

Another poem: ( Rosa Italiana )

Ok firstly, I added myself as a friend to my other lj, and Malin, you WERE NOT KIDDING. Spunglassworld takes up the WHOLE friends page. Like seriously. Whoa.

Anyway, no more like a bajillion posts per day. They will still be random and poetic and emo and include pointless surveys, but they will take up only a fraction (like 1/2) of your friends page rather than like, the Soviet Union.

And lastly, a poem:
( To my timid protector: )

roflmao, this one gave my creative writing class SO much trouble. Tell me if you get it!
( Sincerely )

or really, not emo at all.
( Sonnet for a Sleeping Sweetheart )

Ok, I must just say: how cute are these new smileys?!?!?!?!?!

while I was pimping my lj I noticed these little goth boys and went OH MY FUCKING GOD THESE ARE ADORABLE!

And I mean, come on. Look at this one below. There aren't even words...